tagal ko ng di nakapag tumblr. to update, i gave birth to this pretty baby girl last november 13, 2011 at 8:35pm.
Bored ;)
Pregnancy Survey
Name: Carla
Age: 23
Birth Place: Metro Manila
Height: 5’5”
FIRSTS:
Is this your first pregnancy?: Yes
How did you find out you were pregnant?: My period was about 2 months late already. The only cause I thought was stress. Haha.
What kind of pregnancy test did you take?: The one from Generica Drugstore
How many?: Two
What were your first symptoms?: Morning sickness. Always dizzy and felt like vomiting even without food intake. Constipated too.
Who did you tell first?: Igi, the boyfriend. J
Who was with you when you found out?: My best friend, Kariz.
Was baby planned?: Nope
How far were you when you found out?: About 2 months or 2 months already
My BABIES
Due date: Dates given were between Nov. 19-22, 2011
Do you know the sex?: According to last ultrasound, the baby’s a girl. Still not sure though. Either way, it’s fine J
Any names?: Giancarlo Luis if the baby’s a boy. Gabriela (maybe), if the baby’s a girl
Any ultrasounds?: Transvaginal and Congenital Anomaly Scan
Have you heard the heartbeat?: Every check up
Baby ethnicity?: Asian haha
Who do you think baby will look like?: I actually have no idea at all. Haha.
Will baby have any siblings?: Maybe. Too soon to tell
Have you and dad felt baby move?: Yes, a lot! My little one won’t stop moving. J
MISCELLANEOUS
Did you have morning sickness?: Yes, I did.
Did you have any cravings?: Sweets. Nothing in particular.
Did you have any mood swings?: Not that I know of. Haha.
Are you a high risk pregnancy?: A bit
Any complications?: Just my scoliosis
Formula or breastfeeding?: Breastfeeding.
Have you bought anything for baby yet?: Baby stuff were given. Planning on buying a stroller already.
When did you start to show?: my 5th month
How long could you wear your regular clothes?: mid 5th month
Are you excited?: Super excited! J
Who will help with baby after their born?: Family and the Daddy
What is your favorite thing about being pregnant?: Getting special treatment and yummy treats from people. Haha.
What is the worst thing about being pregnant?: back pains! L
What one thing do you miss doing since being pregnant? I miss being able to go out without anybody telling me otherwise. And hanging out with friends, and sleeping late without thinking of any complications for the baby
Any days you wish you weren’t pregnant?: Not that I recall
Are you ready for baby?: For the baby, yes. For the delivery, uh no? haha
How many kids do you want?: 2, I guess
Do you talk to your baby?: A lot! He/She’s my kwentuhan buddy :D
Do you still feel attractive?: Depends on my mood
Do you like kids?: Again, depends on my mood (we’re talking about kids right?) but I LOOOOVE babies. J
How far along are you now?: 33 weeks. 34th in a few days. J
hormones?
alam mo yung nakakainis? yun yung pag sobrang unfair yung nangyayari sa mundo mo. na dapat pag sayo, ang paalam eh yung “pinapaalam” hindi yung “PWDE BA O HINDI?” pero pag ako ang gumawa nun, abot langit ang galit mo sakin. na ikaw, pag nandun ka na sa lugar na yun at wala na akong magawa, wala akong K magalit, kasi pag nagalit ako, ako talo. ako ang mappraning dahil ikaw buhay single. parang walang girlfriend na nag-aalala. na ikaw, libreng libre ka umalis anytime you want, at wala dapat ako say dun kahit na umuwi ka ng 5am na naka-inom. pero ako, sa tabi tabi na nga lang pupunta, hindi pa inuman at sa matinong lugar at kilala mo mga kasama ko, bawal kasi ang katwiran mo lagi eh ako buntis at ikaw hindi…
antay ka lang. hindi naman ako baldado e, may dinadala lang. pagkalabas niya at gusto ko naman umalis, wala ka ng K sabihin sakin mga yan. hindi ganti tawag dun. ibabalik ko lang yung buhay ko na hindi inaalala kung anong sasabihin mo… ganun naman gusto mo dba? wag ka mag-alala, hindi ko naman papabayaan anak natin e. pero hindi ibig sabihin nun e forever na lang ako sunod-sunuran mo. nkakapagod. wala naman akong mapalang matino.
In the end I know what it’s like to get your heart broken and I wouldn’t wish that on anyone. ~Brooke Davis
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INIS
naiinis ako. oo, pera mo. napanalunan mo yan eh, pero siguro, kung talagang alam mo na responsibilities mo, hindi mo uunahin inom mo. yan pa nga lang ang meron ka, feeling mo si santa clause ka na. ano bang akala mo, laging kang makakapanalo? isugal mo lahat ng hawak mo, pero pag nalugmok ka, wag na wag mo ako aawayin. papatulan na talaga kita pag ganun.
FAMILY FIRST. nasaan sayo yun? more like, BARKADAHAN FIRST. or INUMAN FIRST. at ikaw pa galit pag sinasabihan ka niyan. akala mo iniinsulto ka samantalang yan naman ang ginagawa mo.
mabait ka sakin nung 1st two days mo kasi wala ka pa makausap, wala ka pa talaga makabiruan. eh nung may nakainuman ka na? ay syempre, “nandyan lang naman yan kahit di ako siya intindihin.”
i knew it. yung effort mo was too good to be true. i hate myself for always falling for those bullshit of yours. sana madala na ako. naawa naman ako sa sarili ko na kuntento ako sa pagiging no. 2 ko sayo sa kahit anong bagay.
this is no emo shit. isang malaking bullshit lang talaga mga ginagawa mo sakin at sa magiging anak mo. di na kita gagabayan. ano ako, tanga? asa ka naman boy. do eveerything on your own. let’s see if you’ll last. e simpleng requirements mo nga di mo maasikaso on your own e. kailangan may kasama ka pa. yan pa kayang totoong buhay na hinaharap mo. let’s see. you make yourself look strong, pero i know you. ang you’re not.constructive criticism nga di mo mahandle e… sa tanda mong yan.
TSS. bakit kasi sayo pa.
